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Sunday, May 30, 2010


hello.yesterday didnt go work.went to tpy with mama to get somethings. went home ard afternon. met up with eso ard evening togerther arrvin adn yisi and zhenying. went walk walk ard tpy.was so boring sia we got nothing to do, and we got suspected by BEAUTY SPRING TPY ppl la. knn la. think we got no money buy yr cheap stuff meh. fucking CHI** bitch .go back to yr home town la. nb. kns la and they suspect we wanna steal a bottle of SILKPRO shampoo can. WTF . loser sia this ppl. 7 something we cant afford meh. siao eh lor. so piss off by them. knnbccb... hahahs.hmm after that meet dao ting and co. slack awhile me and ting jiu cabbed down bugis for steamboat session with ex bugis colleague. erm ate till 1 plus. cabbed home but ting go find the rest.sian. take care all. i dun like todays weather . is so fuck-up . is either hot or cold but most of the time is melting me. yucks!! take care all.

howard dead @ 11:21 AM.

Saturday, May 29, 2010


hello.yesterday was so pathetic.nobody to meet de. only me and lim slacking in tpy the whole afternoon. metup with eso and valerie. head to chun house den 75. and HSH. hmm time is so precious la.good time pass fast . so boring!!!! hahahs take care all.

howard dead @ 3:13 PM.

Friday, May 28, 2010


helllo. today finally got the chance to meet up with bitches la. hahas went enter meet fy and yisi and arrvin. went to meiyan dian for dinner. slack and bitch ard at a nearby playground. after that bused to min's shop to find ting and co. slack all the way till morning mah. hahahs.oh ya.recently also did manage to play basketball too.hahahs so long didnt play la. and randomly is with huiling and weiurn la and still go ting and co.lol. take care all.
i'm grateful to what i am now. not discouraging myself anymore. .things are working out and would not get worst again. hmm oh yeah i can do it!! hahahhs

howard dead @ 7:39 AM.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

hello. hmm this few days been meeting up with the SAME few ppl la. hahah. stalkers pls shoo !! yes i'm saying you!! hahaahahahahahahahahasssss............. anyway . i miss my bitches!!! so long nv chill with them luh. hahaahs. btw been busy with work too sian.. take care all..

howard dead @ 3:55 AM.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

aint she cute ! ! its 7 days old now ! !




hello.i'm bored now ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !  yesterday went meet ahan.went for sakae. slack at enter awhile. went to blk 1 meet shunyee. chit chat with her. meet dao andrew.after that sy went off we headed to a coffee shop slack and drink .waited for erjie to come den went to chun house see baby. den meet dao lim and ting and wen. head to 75 eat . den went back to 50 plus ! we started witrh all the games!! so fun and enjoy alot! ! haha. take care all!!!!




howard dead @ 2:09 PM.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010


hello. been so restless the past few days. but thankfully i've overcome everything. right now my life is just to go work as normal. and stop thinking of those stupid thing again. hais. right now i so fking hungry. there's no food here. damn it.!! hmmm alright take care all.

howard dead @ 9:29 PM.

Sunday, May 16, 2010


hello.yesterday went PH with ting huiling edwin.met up with xw and carmen. met friends there.had lots of funs. hmm after that went to potong mac eat.malay sent us there. den home sweet home. today went down bugis. met up with huimin. ate mac for dinner again. met qiang and gui. slack ard bugis den head for beancurd, den home sweet home.take care all. hopefully everything would be fine for me! * pray hard*

howard dead @ 11:54 PM.

Thursday, May 13, 2010


i think i'm breaking down. how i wish i can turn back the clock. go back to the life without any misery. life is so unpredictable. today you can be enjoying happily. the next you can be suffering deeply. somehow i really wanna just empty my misery but somehow i just can't. i'm still acting strong in front of others but i can ni longer do it.tears been running down so much this few days. just simply cant bare to leave the loved ones. if one day. i'm gone. where could i be heading. would i be happy with the outcome. damn i'm so miserable now!! how i wish to sleep and not be awaken right now.wish someone would stop letting me suffer. but i know it's impossible. tried so many ways but still, there's no result. seriously FML.. nothing is working for me. i hated everything. take care all......

howard dead @ 3:43 PM.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGE=)

howard dead @ 2:34 PM.



GOODBYE ! ! ! !

howard dead @ 2:27 PM.


hello.been admitted to hospital again.keep on vomiting and stomach pain sia.!! cant stand it. urgh ! ! ! ! ! ! !
thanks for those who came.=)

howard dead @ 3:24 AM.



howard dead @ 3:18 AM.

Sunday, May 9, 2010


  HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY=)

howard dead @ 12:27 PM.



this few days dunno why. keep on not enough sleep. been asleep for few hours nia dunno what's wrong with me. hmm. how i wish to sleep all the way without waking up..hais..take care all..

howard dead @ 12:17 PM.



another day has end. a brand new day arrive. counting the remaining days...  it's so f*** up luh.simply hope the time arrive. misery would end....

take care all...

howard dead @ 5:30 AM.


movie plot : After years of dating, Zoe (Jennifer Lopez) decides that waiting for "the one" is taking too long. Determined to be a mother, she takes matters into her own hands and makes an appointment at a fertility clinic. On the day of her procedure, Zoe meets a great guy, Stan (Alex O'Loughlin). Trying to nurture a budding relationship and hide the early signs of pregnancy becomes a comedy of errors for Zoe and creates confusing signals for Stan. When Zoe nervously reveals the reason for her unpredictable behaviour, Stan surprises Zoe.

rated by me = 3.5/5 its hilarious..

howard dead @ 5:26 AM.

Saturday, May 8, 2010


I'M SO VEXED NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  REALLY WISH TO HAVE A FULL STOP NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS NOW.FEEL SO MISERABLE !!!!!!!!!!!  URGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT OCCUR IN ME NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIANSATION IN MY LIFE ! ! ! ! ! ! !

TAKE CARE ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!

howard dead @ 12:06 PM.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010


web-caming with lim.hahahas

howard dead @ 3:01 PM.





i'm bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

howard dead @ 1:01 AM.

Monday, May 3, 2010


howard dead @ 7:36 AM.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

heello.somehow this is just a random post.some memories flash back in my mind. those happy times with different cliques. hmm enjoy the times with all of them.hahhas. take care! good bye=)

howard dead @ 10:20 AM.

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