i think i'm breaking down. how i wish i can turn back the clock. go back to the life without any misery. life is so unpredictable. today you can be enjoying happily. the next you can be suffering deeply. somehow i really wanna just empty my misery but somehow i just can't. i'm still acting strong in front of others but i can ni longer do it.tears been running down so much this few days. just simply cant bare to leave the loved ones. if one day. i'm gone. where could i be heading. would i be happy with the outcome. damn i'm so miserable now!! how i wish to sleep and not be awaken right now.wish someone would stop letting me suffer. but i know it's impossible. tried so many ways but still, there's no result. seriously FML.. nothing is working for me. i hated everything. take care all......

HOWARD {♥}

given the name lamlam.
aged at 09 AUG
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